When an Abstract Painting Starts Talking Back
People often ask her what her abstract paintings mean.
The question usually arrives with gentle optimism—the kind that hopes for a neat explanation, perhaps rooted in memory, moral insight, or at least something easily named.
That expectation rarely survives the answer.
Some Context First
She paints without a blueprint, which makes certain viewers uneasy.
There are no preparatory drawings, no diagrams, no predetermined outcome. The work begins with pigment, a surface, and an acceptance that missteps are part of the process—sometimes briefly, sometimes in full public view.
The act itself is simple: a mark is made, then attention follows. What matters most is noticing what comes next. The painting reacts—not in language, thankfully, but in ways that are unmistakable when she isn’t busy trying to outthink it.
Abstract Painting Isn’t Instruction. It’s Exchange.
An abstract work offers no outline or thesis statement. It doesn’t clarify itself, and it has little interest in easing discomfort. Disorientation may even be part of the offer. As explored in modern abstract art, meaning often emerges through experience rather than explanation.
Paint communicates through tension and hesitation: hues pushing against one another, lines pausing mid-thought, forms cutting in like guests at a dinner table who’ve lost track of turn-taking.
Waiting for clarity may lead nowhere. Staying with the sensation—through curiosity, resistance, or mild annoyance—opens the door.
What You Perceive Reveals the Viewer
Here’s the part that often goes unsaid:
abstract painting reflects the observer, and it does so with attitude.
One person finds tranquility. Another feels provoked. Someone inevitably declares, “I could do that,” a response she finds endlessly revealing.
The image itself remains fixed. The reaction does not.
Whether it disturbs or soothes, whether it draws someone closer or pushes them away, the work is functioning exactly as intended—an idea that connects directly to The Value of Her Work.
In the Studio, the Painting Decides
While working, she isn’t delivering a packaged message. She’s in dialogue. An action is taken; the surface replies. Sometimes the response feels cooperative. Other times it signals impatience or outright disagreement.
Those moments are prized.
The practice isn’t about dominance—it’s about awareness. Recognizing when to insist. Recognizing when to pause. Recognizing when the painting has already finished speaking and the artist is the one overexplaining.
Even material choices—how surface and light interact—shape this experience, something explored further in Why I Choose Matte Varnish (and Sleep Just Fine Because of It).
So What Is the Painting Saying to You?
Not its subject.
Not whether it’s been correctly interpreted.
And certainly not what anyone thinks should be felt.
Instead, consider this:
What registered physically before the mind rushed in with commentary?
That initial sensation is the message.
That moment is the interaction.
And for anyone paying close attention, the conversation has already begun.
